So Close It Sucks

Today was good to a degree. I was down in sng's on the end of the day, but hit Platinum Star! WOO. I played the $22R and the $11R at night, ended up getting 21st in the $22R and 34th int he $11R. I played the $22R perfect, made relatively no bad plays, besides not fast playing my set when the guy to my right had an over pp, because the turn put out a gutshot str8 on the board. I got some setups w/ QQ v JJ for a huge pot, and then won a big race w/ 44 vs AK to put me back on top. Then TMay raised utg, as he had done 50% of the time, and since he's got pos. on me and is just a better player post flop, i shoved my 300k stack in from sb w AQhh, leggy (bb) insta called and then TMay folded. Leggy obv woke up w KK, and even tho i flopped 2 hearts, i missed everything, sigh....i hadn't sucked out yet on an AI...in that mtt! comeon ps.... That put me down from 300k to about 80k. After another rotation i just took my J6 and shoved, and the bb called and felted me w/ AJo. Then I was in the $11R still, which I was hoping would be my second chance. I had a nice stack earlier till some retard decided to shove his bottom pair on me and river me for a 30k pot, leaving me w/ only 30k in chips. I finally stole blinds w/ around 150 left, and then shoved A8 in mid-late pos, to be called by AT. flop 7 8 9, and i somehow held to dbl up. Then after a table change, utg raised and i reshoved 66, which is turning out to be my hand in many mtt's as of late...he insta calls w/ KK, and i'm seeing the $22R in a different view. This time i flop my set and hold, and feel bad, but good at the same time, while i have kyle spaming shit in aim, wish he could have his old luck back, it puts my luck to shame. So w/ two suckouts and top 10 of 60, i felt good. Then AK shoves utg, and i call w/ AQo for about half my stack. Flop Q J J, but he hit "river river" clubs for the flush on me. Oh well, thought AQ was good, hard to fold that hand there to an utg shove who's short... I finally got to where another player, who was somewhat loose, shoved in mid-late pos, and i thought about it for a while, and made the "worst call of the day" by calling him w/ AThh. He turned over AQdd and flopped the flush draw, and held. I guess it was just a long day for me, class, test, and then 4 hours of 2 differnet rebuy's. I have no shame about the $22R, but the $11R i could have done better, esp after i got so lucky to be that far w/ those 2 suckouts. Oh well....tomrorow i hope will be better in mtts..

Today: +$115.79
Total: $1,313.13 ( tossed another $45.81 to my fund, in order to hit that beautiful #13....WOO)